Batting legend Sachin Tendulkar revealed he was “clueless” on his Test debut against Pakistan in 1989 and almost cried thinking it was all over. When he walked out for the last time 24 years later, Tendulkar would do so as a batting great with a record 200 Test appearances to his name.
“I was clueless, I have to admit that. I played my first Test as if I was playing a school match,” Sachin told former England captain Nasser Hussain during on Sky Sports.
In his first Test in 1989, Tendulkar was up against a Pakistan pace attack comprising of Imran Khan, Wasim Akram and Waqar Younis.
Recalling the outing, he said: “Wasim and Waqar were bowling quick, and they were delivering short balls and all sorts of intimidating things they could do. I had never experienced anything like that, so the first outing wasn’t a pleasant one.
Tendulkar added: “Occasionally, I got beaten by their pace and bounce, and when I got out on 15, I felt embarrassed when I walked back to the dressing room.
“I was like ‘what have you done, why did you play like this’ and then when I reached the dressing room, I went straight to the bathroom and was almost in tears.”
Now the owner of innumerable batting records, Tendulkar, at that point in time, felt he was not good enough for international cricket.
“I felt I was completely out of place. I looked at myself and questioned myself and said: ‘looks like this is gonna be your first and the last outing’. I felt I was not good enough to play at that level. I was upset and feeling low,” Tendulkar said.
He said a conversation with current India coach Ravi Shastri, a senior at Mumbai at the time, helped him. “I still remember the conversation I had with him [Shastri]. Ravi said: ‘you played as if it was a school match. You are playing against the best bowlers; you need to respect their ability and their skill’.
“Then I told Ravi that I got beaten by their [Pakistan bowlers’] pace. To which Ravi said: ‘That happens to quite a few, you don’t worry. You just look to go out and spend half an hour in the middle and then you will get adjusted to their pace, and everything will fall into place after that.’”
Tendulkar was picked for the second Test and showed he had it in him with a gritty half-century.
“When I was picked to play in the second Test at Faisalabad, the only thing on my mind was, I’m not gonna look at the scoreboard. I will only look at the clock and not worry about scoring runs,” said Tendulkar, who recently turned 47.
“I batted for half an hour, felt really comfortable and scored 59 runs in that match, and after that, things started changing,” he added.
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