A rediscovered classic Bengali novel finds its way to new readers through an English translation

– Whose photo is that?

– That’s my father.

– No, I mean who’s the man standing with him?

– That gentleman killed my father –

Tapan gazed at the photograph in silence. He moved closer to it, as if the light in the room was dim. It was an old photograph, its original tones fading to sepia, yet still definitely identifiable. Somewhere far away on this planet there exists the land of Bengal... and, in Bengal, a little village... a village school.

Standing in front of the school building was a towering Englishman and, facing him, a gaunt, smallish Bengali man. In his hands the Englishman held a set of books tied with a red ribbon and on his face he wore a charitable smile. The Bengali man’s hands were joined in a namaskar. The photograph had been taken at least thirty years ago, but the smiles on their faces had remained undimmed.

Tapan didn’t sigh, but his feet seemed nailed to the ground. Pain surged through his belly. He got cramps whenever he felt depressed. It could be the beginning of an ulcer. He was living in New York the first time it happened. Along with the pain, he had thrown up blood. The doctor advised him to never leave his stomach empty, to always carry biscuits to nibble on, and to avoid feeling depressed. Depression was at the root of his gastrointestinal disorder.

It’s not that Tapan wanted to be melancholic. Following the doctor’s instructions, he’d immersed himself in constant partying. This evening, too, he’d come prepared to have a good time. But London’s damp weather, the ugly fog, and, to top it all, coming face to face with this inconceivable photo just before the merriment were enough to depress anyone!

Taking his hand out of his pocket, Tapan patted the frame lightly. A hefty, black wooden frame. The gold inscription on the frame was no longer legible. It seemed to Tapan as if the photo had waited in this room all these years just so that one day he might see it. Who else but Tapan could grasp it so fully!

Alice said, You haven’t taken off your overcoat yet! Goodness, your shoes are soaking wet! Why don’t you warm your feet at the heater?

Tapan slowly removed his coat and shoes. Still in his socks, he sat down on the divan and raised his feet across the side of the heater. Then he asked calmly, Alice, your father was in Bengal? How come you never told me?

Alice was busy setting the table. She said, Didn’t I? Yes, he was in Bengal. A long, long time ago –

She opened the gift Tapan had placed on the dining table. Her eyes lit up when she saw that it was a bottle of champagne. She murmured softly, Champagne? Gosh, this is damn expensive! Are you a maharaja or something?

– Where in Bengal was your father, Alice? In the east?

– Yes, Duckah. You know how to open a bottle of champagne, right?

– What’s so difficult about opening a champagne bottle?

– Tell me if you know how to do it. Have you opened one before?

Questions like these offend Tapan, regardless of whether they come from a man or a woman. He said, How many bottles of champagne have you seen in your life, Alice? I have drunk many, many times that number in the last five years. I hope you have proper glasses!

Don’t be funny, Tapan. Open it.

Tapan held the bottle in one hand and with the thumb of the other he deftly pressed the cork. Following a pomm! foam gushed from the bottle. Without spilling a drop, he put the bottle on the table with a thud. A sweet-sour aroma filled the room. Tapan asked again, When was your father in Bengal?

Alice dashed to the cupboard to get the glasses. Returning with them seconds later, she said, Let’s not watch a film this evening. In fact, let’s not go out at all, just the two of us here ...

– Alice, why aren’t you answering me?

Alice was startled, her exuberance suddenly dampened. A little bewildered, she turned around. Answering what, Tapan?

– I’ve been asking you repeatedly, when was your father in Bengal? Are you worried that if you tell me I’ll figure out your age? Well, I already know that you’re no less than thirty.

In the last few days, Alice has learnt something of Tapan’s disposition. Nevertheless, she couldn’t help feeling insulted at his taunt about her age. Like a hurt child she said, Why would I hide my age?I am thirty, I’ve already told you that. Why are you being so rude, Tapan? I’d thought that this evening we’ll find better things to talk about than my age or things past. My father was in Bengal in nineteen thirty-seven, thirty- eight, just before the Second World War started. I was four or five then.

– Where were you at the time? Here or in Bengal?

– I was with my father. Mum hadn’t yet ...

– Do you remember Bengal at all?

– A little bit, like a dream. It was so lush everywhere, the rivers so expansive, the Padma ...

– Alice, do you know that I too am a Bengali?

– Of course, I know. You said so yourself.

– Doesn’t it make you furious when you see a Bengali or hear about Bengal?

– Why should I be angry? Such a beautiful area ...

– Because a Bengali man killed your father. Suddenly Alice let out a strange scream. Please, please don’t.

Tapan stood up quickly. What? What happened?

– Please, Tapan, don’t bring up all that. I don’t want to think about that, ever. We are friends. You haven’t hugged me today, not even once. Come.

Tapan looked into her eyes briefly. Then he approached her in a detached way. Without touching her, but only craning his neck, he lightly planted a kiss on her lips. Alice pressed herself to him, and encircling his neck with both arms she kissed him passionately for a few minutes. When it was over, Tapan wiped off the lipstick stain and the scent from his lips with his handkerchief.

Moving towards the table to pour the champagne, Alice said, The fog has lifted. Look how gorgeous it is now. It’s beautiful outside. Tapan, come to the window –

Holding his glass, Tapan stood by the window.

She leaned against him, her body relaxed. Almost unconsciously, Tapan put an arm around her shoulder. Alice’s blonde head was right under his nose. Inhaling the sweet perfume coming from her hair, he gazed outside. The fog may have lifted, but it was still drizzling. One couldn’t see the people on the street, but only a moving stream of umbrellas, hats, and overcoats. This part of Hampstead was a little congested.There were more older women on the streets than younger ones. Nannies pushing prams. Dirty London, melancholic London. Most of the men were in black suits, as if they were all part of a funeral procession.

Time and destiny were playing a game of hide-and-seek with him! Looking out of the window of his girlfriend’s London bedsit, he was reminded of a day in his life when he was sixteen. It was in Siuri, in the home of his uncle, his father’s younger brother whom Tapan called Kaka. Tapan was lying on the bed staring out of the window. He was very ill, the area around his right knee was swollen and throbbing. Although his uncle was a doctor, he had failed to diagnose the cause. Day and night Tapan howled in pain. He was regularly injected with tranquillisers.

In one of his half-awake half-asleep moments, Tapan had indistinctly heard his uncle discussing his condition with another doctor. The other doctor suspected cancer and said that the patient should be taken to Kolkata for treatment. Tapan knew that people didn’t survive cancer. After he woke up that evening, he no longer wailed in pain.

He lay in bed looking out of the window – a group of men were clearing water hyacinths from the small pond nearby, a few boys were hollering, a dog sat silently, his mother stood in the shade of a portia tree talking to a monk from the Ramakrishna Ashram. It was like a painting.

Tears gathered in Tapan’s eyes – he won’t live? He’d have to leave all this behind? All of it? At that time, he couldn’t have imagined, not even remotely, that one day he would leave those places behind, that he would stand at windows across the globe – in Paris, New York, Chicago, Rome, even England – that one day he would stand at a window resting against a living, breathing Englishwoman.

Alice said, Look! The weather has suddenly turned so beautiful, the fog has lifted just for us!

Tapan said, How is this beautiful? London is nasty. As soon as the fog lifts, it starts to rain. In New York and Boston maple leaves are turning bright red. It’s fall now, glorious fall. There’s joy everywhere, but for you all –

Alice had just sipped a mouthful of champagne, so she tried hard to stifle a laugh, and said, Gracious! Very much an American, I see. It’s been only a few years!

– Five years, three months! That’s enough time to fall in love with a country.

– Regardless, people love the climate of their own countries. In your Bengal...

She stopped. She didn’t want to bring up Bengal again. Tapan’s face was turned the other way. Hearing the word Bengal, he returned there momentarily. I haven’t been there for almost five and a half years, he thought, but I know nothing’s changed. I’ve changed, but that doesn’t mean that the country will change!

Tapan said, The weather in Bengal is far, far better than that of your London. The summer, the rains, the winter are well defined. It isn’t all mixed up like it is here.

Alice didn’t want to argue any more. She said wistfully, Bengal, I remember it a little: Bright sun. There was a pond near our bungalow. There would be sudden bursts of rain, torrential rain...

– Alice, why was your father murdered?

Excerpted with permission from An , Juggernaut Books.